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fuckyeahmeyn:

PAST. MEMORIES.
You still remember the past. Everything in your past makes you afraid and terrified. You still feel the pain inside. You don’t know how to escape from your situation. You wanted to forget everything but still.. it haunts you. Even in your dreams, it is there. Those past memories that buries all your happiness. Those memories that takes away your self-esteem, trust in yourself and as well as to others. Those fucking memories that bring you to the old you.

fuckyeahmeyn:

PAST. MEMORIES.

You still remember the past. Everything in your past makes you afraid and terrified. You still feel the pain inside. You don’t know how to escape from your situation. You wanted to forget everything but still.. it haunts you. Even in your dreams, it is there. Those past memories that buries all your happiness. Those memories that takes away your self-esteem, trust in yourself and as well as to others. Those fucking memories that bring you to the old you.


fuckyeahmeyn:

Sana namimiss nya rin ako.

Friend: Bat tulala ka dyan?Me: Ah? Wala may iniisip lang ako.Friend: Ano naman yan?Me: Iniisip ko lang kung namimiss nya rin kaya ako.

Ako kasi sobrang miss na miss ko na sya. Hindi nya alam na araw-araw, gabi-gabi palagi syang nasa isip ko. Hindi ko talaga maiwasan na isipin sya eh. Hindi ko maiwasan na gustuhing makita sya ulit. Ganun katindi yung pagka-miss ko sa kanya. Gusto ko syang yakapin ng sobrang higit na halos hindi na kami makahinga. Gusto kong ipadama sa kanya na ganun ako kalungkot nung hindi ko sya kasama. Alam ko hindi ko mapipigilang umiyak kapag nangyari yun. Naghahalong saya at lungkot kasi yung mararamdaman ko. Masaya kasi kasama ko na sya ulit at malungkot kasi matagal kaming nagkalayo. Wala akong gustong gawin kundi sabihin sa kanya na miss na miss na miss ko na sya. Halos mabaliw na ako sa lungkot nung wala sya. Gusto kong maramdaman nya na ganun ako kapag wala sya at lalo na kapag nawala sya. Ganun ko sya kamahal. Ayokong nawawala yung presence nya.

fuckyeahmeyn:

Sana namimiss nya rin ako.

Friend: Bat tulala ka dyan?
Me: Ah? Wala may iniisip lang ako.
Friend: Ano naman yan?
Me: Iniisip ko lang kung namimiss nya rin kaya ako.

Ako kasi sobrang miss na miss ko na sya. Hindi nya alam na araw-araw, gabi-gabi palagi syang nasa isip ko. Hindi ko talaga maiwasan na isipin sya eh. Hindi ko maiwasan na gustuhing makita sya ulit. Ganun katindi yung pagka-miss ko sa kanya. Gusto ko syang yakapin ng sobrang higit na halos hindi na kami makahinga. Gusto kong ipadama sa kanya na ganun ako kalungkot nung hindi ko sya kasama. Alam ko hindi ko mapipigilang umiyak kapag nangyari yun. Naghahalong saya at lungkot kasi yung mararamdaman ko. Masaya kasi kasama ko na sya ulit at malungkot kasi matagal kaming nagkalayo. Wala akong gustong gawin kundi sabihin sa kanya na miss na miss na miss ko na sya. Halos mabaliw na ako sa lungkot nung wala sya. Gusto kong maramdaman nya na ganun ako kapag wala sya at lalo na kapag nawala sya. Ganun ko sya kamahal. Ayokong nawawala yung presence nya.


fuckyeahmeyn:

NO GIRL DESERVES TO BE AN OPTION. Totoo naman di ba? Ikaw? Gusto mo bang maging option ka lang? Gusto mo ba palagi kang second choice? Gusto mo ba palagi kang last priority. Hindi naman di ba? Alam mo naman sa sarili mo na hindi mo deserve na maging option lang sa taong mahal mo. Alam mo namang mas deserve mo ang maging priority eh. Alam mo kasi na hindi lang yun yung halaga ng pagmamahal mo. Alam mo sa sarili mo na hindi ka masaya sa ganung set up. Pipiliin ka lang kapag wala na syang choice. Pipiliin ka lang kapag gusto nya. Pipiliin ka lang kapag naisipan nya. Lahat ng babae deserve na maging first choice. Deserve ng mga babae na pahalagahan ng sobra. Dun kasi sila sasaya eh. Kapag nararamdaman nila na hindi nila kailangang umintindi.. hindi nila kailangang mag-adjust at hindi nila kailangang mag-sacrifice. Lalong hindi nila deserve na masaktan every time na mararamdaman nyang hindi mo sya kailangan. Dude, simpleng bagay lang na pahalagahan sya sa lahat ng oras. Piliin sya sa kahit kanino man. Paglaanan sya ng oras at panahon. Mahalin sya ng sya lang.

fuckyeahmeyn:

NO GIRL DESERVES TO BE AN OPTION. Totoo naman di ba? Ikaw? Gusto mo bang maging option ka lang? Gusto mo ba palagi kang second choice? Gusto mo ba palagi kang last priority. Hindi naman di ba? Alam mo naman sa sarili mo na hindi mo deserve na maging option lang sa taong mahal mo. Alam mo namang mas deserve mo ang maging priority eh. Alam mo kasi na hindi lang yun yung halaga ng pagmamahal mo. Alam mo sa sarili mo na hindi ka masaya sa ganung set up. Pipiliin ka lang kapag wala na syang choice. Pipiliin ka lang kapag gusto nya. Pipiliin ka lang kapag naisipan nya. Lahat ng babae deserve na maging first choice. Deserve ng mga babae na pahalagahan ng sobra. Dun kasi sila sasaya eh. Kapag nararamdaman nila na hindi nila kailangang umintindi.. hindi nila kailangang mag-adjust at hindi nila kailangang mag-sacrifice. Lalong hindi nila deserve na masaktan every time na mararamdaman nyang hindi mo sya kailangan. Dude, simpleng bagay lang na pahalagahan sya sa lahat ng oras. Piliin sya sa kahit kanino man. Paglaanan sya ng oras at panahon. Mahalin sya ng sya lang.


fuckyeahmeyn:

"I’M LUCKY THAT I AM THE ONE. I am the one who you chose to be with. The one you love most. The one you hug most especially when you feel sad and alone. The one who makes you laugh and do silly things. The one who loves you unconditionally. The one you spend your time with. The one you kiss when you feel naughty and sweet. The one you wanted to see everyday. The one you miss when I’m not around. The one you hold hands with. The one to be there for you through thick and thin, through happiness and sadness, through comfort or struggle. The one you chose to tell secrets with. The one you wish to be with for the rest of your life. The one you think most of the time. The one you talk to in the middle of the night. The one you love no matter what.

fuckyeahmeyn:

"I’M LUCKY THAT I AM THE ONE. I am the one who you chose to be with. The one you love most. The one you hug most especially when you feel sad and alone. The one who makes you laugh and do silly things. The one who loves you unconditionally. The one you spend your time with. The one you kiss when you feel naughty and sweet. The one you wanted to see everyday. The one you miss when I’m not around. The one you hold hands with. The one to be there for you through thick and thin, through happiness and sadness, through comfort or struggle. The one you chose to tell secrets with. The one you wish to be with for the rest of your life. The one you think most of the time. The one you talk to in the middle of the night. The one you love no matter what.


fuckyeahmeyn:

Him: Magpapanggap ka na girl friend ko.Her: Ha! Ayoko nga.

Dyan nag-umpisa ang lovestory namin. Nakakainis kasi ako pa yung ginamit nya para pagselosin yung ex-girl friend nya na hindi naman na sya mahal. Ewan ko ba sa lalaking ‘to kung bakit mahal na mahal pa nya yung babaeng yun eh halata naman ng ayaw na sa kanya. Pero mas naiinis ako kasi ginamit nya lang ako. Sa dami ba namang babae sa mundo ako pa yung naisipan nyang gamitin. Pero bakit ako? Pwede naman yung iba? Yan talaga yung tanong ko sa sarili ko dati. Nung una pumayag ako sa gusto nya. Magpapanggap lang naman eh. Hindi naman mahirap gawin yun. Akala ko nung una pagpapanggap lang yung ginagawa ko. Akala ko tinutulungan ko lang talaga sya na mapagselos yung ex nya. Hindi na pala. Hindi na pala pagpapanggap yung ginagawa ko. Nagiging totoo na pala. Minamahal ko na pala sya. Dumating yung oras na ayoko na sanang magpanggap kasi alam ko na mas lalalim yung nararamdaman ko para sa kanay kapag tumagal. Alam ko na ako rin ang masasaktan sa huli. Gusto kong sabihin sa kanya na itigil na namin. Pero hindi ko alam kung anong idadahilan ko. Natatakot akong aminin na gusto ko na sya. Natatakot ako na malaman nya. Pero kailangan na nyang malaman. Kailangan ko ng harapin ang katotohanan… na hindi talaga sya sakin. Hindi sya sakin.

Him: Ano bang problema?Her: Ayoko na. Itigil na natin to.Him: Bakit? Ano bang nangyayari?Her: Ayoko na. Ayoko na kasi gusto na kita.Him: Ano?Her: Gusto na kita.

fuckyeahmeyn:

Him: Magpapanggap ka na girl friend ko.
Her: Ha! Ayoko nga.

Dyan nag-umpisa ang lovestory namin. Nakakainis kasi ako pa yung ginamit nya para pagselosin yung ex-girl friend nya na hindi naman na sya mahal. Ewan ko ba sa lalaking ‘to kung bakit mahal na mahal pa nya yung babaeng yun eh halata naman ng ayaw na sa kanya. Pero mas naiinis ako kasi ginamit nya lang ako. Sa dami ba namang babae sa mundo ako pa yung naisipan nyang gamitin. Pero bakit ako? Pwede naman yung iba? Yan talaga yung tanong ko sa sarili ko dati. Nung una pumayag ako sa gusto nya. Magpapanggap lang naman eh. Hindi naman mahirap gawin yun. Akala ko nung una pagpapanggap lang yung ginagawa ko. Akala ko tinutulungan ko lang talaga sya na mapagselos yung ex nya. Hindi na pala. Hindi na pala pagpapanggap yung ginagawa ko. Nagiging totoo na pala. Minamahal ko na pala sya. Dumating yung oras na ayoko na sanang magpanggap kasi alam ko na mas lalalim yung nararamdaman ko para sa kanay kapag tumagal. Alam ko na ako rin ang masasaktan sa huli. Gusto kong sabihin sa kanya na itigil na namin. Pero hindi ko alam kung anong idadahilan ko. Natatakot akong aminin na gusto ko na sya. Natatakot ako na malaman nya. Pero kailangan na nyang malaman. Kailangan ko ng harapin ang katotohanan… na hindi talaga sya sakin. Hindi sya sakin.

Him: Ano bang problema?
Her: Ayoko na. Itigil na natin to.
Him: Bakit? Ano bang nangyayari?
Her: Ayoko na. Ayoko na kasi gusto na kita.
Him: Ano?
Her: Gusto na kita.


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fuckyeahmeyn:

Me as a parent in the future.

I cannot say that I will be the most wonderful mom in the world that time. Still, I have my flaws and weaknesses. I cannot say that I will be a perfect mom to my kids because there’s no such thing in this world. But I have a saying if you do believe that you could be almost perfect then maybe. But all I know is that I will love my kids so much more than my husband.. more than myself. They are like my jewels, no, they are more than jewels that I will cherish, treasure and protect from anyone. They are my everything. They complete me. So I will try my best to be an almost perfect mom to them. I will always be there to give the support they need. I will make them laugh when they feel sad. I will comfort them when they are afraid. I will be their best friend who will listen to their problems and secrets. Maybe there will be times that I will get mad and scold them but I just have to do it to make them realize what is wrong or not. But in the end of the day, I will be sorry for getting mad and scolding them. That’s how lovable mom I will be. I’m a mom at the same time, a best friend.

They don’t have to experience what I’ve already experienced.

I will make sure that my kids will never experience what I already experienced. I just want them to have a peaceful, happy and comfortable life. I don’t want them to suffer at early age. I just want them to be with their friends playing stuffs and that. I don’t want them to feel sadness, about family issues. Family issues are so mainstream. Let’s stop that. I want to give my kids a complete and strong family. I don’t want them to feel alone, most especially when they are at times of trouble. I just want them to be a better person when they grow up.


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